I really feel disgusted about the things happening around me.
I cant stop myself from walking into the situation and walk out as if nothing has happen.
I sometimes take so long to accept the situation and sometimes I jsut accept it knowing its fate playing tricks.
Why do things happen?
Mr Ng always says that " Things happen, happen for a reason"
Whats the reason?
I cant stand it.
Dont worry i have gotten over that band thing.
But
Now something else has happened and i suppose its going to be a turning point in my life?
I guess it is going to change everything around me.
Something major happened yesterday...and guess what?
Out there people shouting at the top of their lungs " YUM SENG" in my dark quiet soul...its calling for help..screaming for things to stop.
Why do things happen at a wrong time? Why?
Why doesnt God tell me what to do?
Why?
Why?
Why?
I never did knock on the doors of trouble..it was them who knocked on mine.
I expected opportunity to come..who would in turn expect for trouble to turn up?
This is the worst chinese new year ever celebrated..despite of the aount of red packets i recieved..despite of the amount of money given to me..it will not be able to earse all the things that has happened..
It will not give us another chance..neither can we go back in time and try it out again.
What is done is done...
I felt nothing. But I cried.
Ironic?